28.1.09
my top list
om bob & gank
sovonda cox & friends
anatomy
barbie & my sporty boy
ardi & folks
shata & her xf gank
closest school friends
'it' aunty(s)
ef guys
molly
♥
p.s. 'A' has been erased from my list
26.1.09
razzle dazzle rose!
such a lovely lovesong.
i'll sing it everynight, with that yellow map in my hands.
i know i can't have you, but it's alright
te quiero, barbie ♥ ♥
24.1.09
langkan
"what if I said goodbye now? What if I, not knowing why, left you all behind on the ledge?"
"I knew now, I was glad I did not push you off that time on the ledge"
another 27 again
27
2+7=9
(not) always perfect.
19.1.09
regret, reminiscing, rude boy..
"remembering you standing quiet in the rain,
as i ran to your heart to be near
and we kissed as the sky fell in, holding you close.
how i always held close in your fear"
"remembering you running soft through the air
you were bigger, brighter and wider than snow.
screamed at the make-believe, screamed at the sky
and you finally found all your courage to let it all go"
"if only i'd thought of the right words,
i could have held on to your heart.
if only i'd thought of the right words,
i wouldn't be breaking apart."
"there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more
than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the word that i ever wanted more
than to never feel the breaking apart
all my pictures of you."
em, i'm just reminiscing him actually.
i miss him badly
faking my own suicide
do you (still) care?
10.1.09
another 27
27
2+7=9
almost perfect.
1.1.09
soft encounter
you amplify my emotionburn me with your colours
tastes so good
i can't open both of my hands
feeling so lazy to sit
and i can't stop jumping and runing into your eyes
i realise that a little white mouse is drowing in the sea of lilies